Man my life is chaotic right now. It doesn't really seem like it, but when I sit back and think about it, I'm like "Fuck!" I'm against the ropes. I love how everyone whines (including myself) on their blogs, or live journals, or whatever you wanna call it. Who friggin cares?! Really? Oh well, whine away... and go!

Am I not a good friend? Am I a horrible person? I know that I may have some flaws, but who doesn't? Am I not the type of person you want in your life? Or do you want a friend that's more like yourself? Selfish. Inconsiderate. Cruel. Let me ask you this... when did I not call you? When did I not ask how your day was. When was i not more conscerned with your feelings, as opposed to mine? Lemme answer that for ya... I always called. I always asked how your day was. I was ALWAYS more conscerned with your feelings. Now ask those same questions, but about yourself. I have the answers for those too... you NEVER called. You NEVER asked how my day was. YOU WERE NEVER MORE CONSCERNED WITH MY FEELINGS. So next time don't tell me that you're here for me, when you know damn well that you're not, and never have been! Don't say shit to try and make me feel better. Your words are empty and meaningless. I can see right through you, so why throw me BS?
(This is directed only towards one person, and you know who you are)

Now that I've got my bitching and whining out of the way... Today wasn't too bad. Had Softball practice. Chilled for a bit. Went bowling with some friends, and new peeps. Now here I am. Gotta get up at 7 in the morning to start painting the house. Why am I still awake?!