Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Pre-Thanksgiving post.

Alright, so I'm a couple of weeks early, but... I've got a lot on my plate in the next week and I doubt I'll spend much time on the internet machine while I'm home on leave. So, here's my pre-Turkey Day posting.

I've never really taken Thanksgiving for what it's worth. I guess when you're young you just don't quite grasp the concept. But this year is different. A lot different. I've never realized how much I have to be thankful for. This will be my first Thanksgiving back home in 3 years. During that time, I've moved around quite a bit. From the states to Korea. From Korea to Texas. From Texas to Iraq. To say that I've taken things in life for granted would be a huge understatement. Instead of writing this out all formal-like, here's a list of things I have good reason to be thankful for:

-My fams. Supported me my entire life. They've been incredible for the past few years. Never hesitating to help me out when I needed it, and always there to make me feel closer to home, no matter how far away I am.

-My friends. Kellen.. even though we've taken different routes to get to where we're goin', he's still been there. Couldn't even fathom where'd I'd be without that guy.. or what I would be like. Gaby.. No matter how much of an asshole, or pain in the ass I am, she's always there for me. Definitely one of the most supportive people I know.. even though I don't always return the favor. Nika.. The "hellos" always seem to come with perfect timing. At times when I'm feeling kinda home sick or loney (yes, I do have real feelings) she always seems to lift my mood, just by saying "hello" and "hope all is well." And others.. past, present... in one way or another I am who I am today because of you.

-USA. Being in the Army, I've been sent to South Korea and now Iraq. Although it's not what you may see or hear on the news, Iraq is still the worst place I've been. Kids growing up in poverty. Playing in the streets full of garbage and open sewage. Not being able to express your religion or life-style, for feel you might be killed. South Korea is actually not that bad of a place. I've had many o' good times there. But the life-style and living conditions still could not compare to the good ol' US of A!

-Although this may not be appropriate, I'm definitely thankful for not getting married. I'm 22 years of age and not in a stable career. I have many nights of getting trashed and making an ass clown out of myself left in me. Not ready for the married life. Not any time soon.

-Life. As complicated as it is at times, Life is great. I mean.. without life, you'd be dead. And that would suck. As I age, I notice that time seems to speed up. Life is short.. gotta live it up while I can. I think I've done an alright job so far.

-I may not be happy with where I'm at... but I'm thankful that I'm here at all. Some aren't so fortunate. Biggest thanks of all goes out to those that served and never made it home. You're the reason we're able to celebrate Thanksgiving at all.