Got back from camping with the Cody family today. It was nice to get away for a couple days. The weather was awesome. And today has been relatively SLOW! Back to work tomorrow, woo hoo! Can't wait.

I keep telling myself, this is the right thing to do...

Sorry, but there's not much to say anymore... there's only so much you can say from day to day, ya know. And I'm too tired to think of something random to just throw up here, so this is what you get. Been hangin' out with the fellas quite a bit lately, it's been fun. Work is just about over, then it's a month off, woo hoo!...except for no money, boo! Going camping this weekend with the Cody's and Nick. Going up to Sisco Grove. Ought to be fun. June is a pretty busy month for me, so reserve your time now, lol. WSP has top priority though! Well... I'm off to try to get some shut eye. Take care y'all. BMizzle out!

This ol' highway's getting longer
Seems there ain't no end in sight
To sleep would be best, but I just can't afford to rest
I've got to ride in Denver tomorrow night

I called the house but no one answered
For the last two weeks no one's been home
I guess she's through with me, to tell the truth I just can't see
What's kept the woman holding on this long

And the white line's getting longer and the saddle's getting cold
I'm much too young to feel this damn old
All my cards are on the table with no ace left in the hole
I'm much too young to feel this damn old

The competition's getting younger
Tougher broncs, you know I can't recall
The worn out tape of Chris LeDoux, lonely women and bad booze
Seem to be the only friends I've left at all

And the white line's getting longer and the saddle's getting cold
I'm much too young to feel this damn old
All my cards are on the table with no ace left in the hole
I'm much too young to feel this damn old

Lord, I'm much too young to feel this damn old

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.

Kel, Nick - you guys are my homies. You've stuck by me through everything! Everything seemed a lot more simple 2.5 months ago. I sign some papers, kick back a for a while and let the time fly by, then get the hell outta here. Now here it is, 46 days left, and I'm on the edge of freakin' out! I haven't done anything like this without you guys. I'll admit that I'm scared. Not so much due to the fact of where I might be going, or what I might end up doing, but because you guys have been right here beside me for the last 6 or 7 years, and I'm not going to have that. 3.5 years is a long ass time... I better get some visits from y'all, or I'm gonna have to come back down to west sac to whoop some ass. 46 days.. that's it! Man, what happened? It was just at 100 days just yesterday, it seemed.

-off the topic... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWNA! The big ninetizzle. Hope your lame ass party got better.

I haven't posted up in a while... due to the fact that there hasn't been anything going on. We lost AGAIN today. We're on a 3 game losing slump. Sad thing is, that was the crappiest team! Oh well, dropped our record to 4-3. We're still in the hunt. Things are going pretty swell right now... for the most part anyway. Summer is rapidly approaching. Gotta try to live it up while I'm still here. Nick's birthday is tomorrow. He'll be the big 19. Happy birthday bro.

The closer it gets to my time to leave, the more I find myself not wanting to. I guess I'm just starting to get a little scared... it is pretty crazy. Someone told me I was made to do this... I hope they're right. Anyways... I'm really tired, so that's all for now. Night y'all.

Today/Tonight was pretty boring, so i'm not gonna put up much. Just sat at home and watched the Kings game while everyone else was out doing something. Kings lost. They piss me off. It's midnight, so it's now mother's day so.. happy mother's day mom, even though there's no way you will ever see this. Happy mother's day to Mrs. Cody and Vicki too, and Vava, and anyone else I didn't mention. Now that that's out of the way, I'm outtie. Late!

Tonight was pretty coolo. Hung out with the fellas. We went to Joe's Crab Shack. Our server was hella tight. Got a few pictures of WSP, on the digi-cam. Maybe Kel will post em on his site. I have a feeling this is going to be a good weekend...

So no one told you life was gonna be this way (clap clap clap clap)
Your job's a joke, you're broke, your love life's DOA...
It's like you're always stuck in 2nd gear...
And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month, or even your year,
But, I'll be there for yoouuu....

Yeah, last episode of friends tonight. It was aight. Has that show really been on for 10 years? Strange how TV can make time seem so short. Ross and Rachel FINALLY got together. Funny how TV can draw a nice little picture like that for ya. Well I've got news for ya... Reality is, all you "Ross'" out there... you're never going to get with your "Rachel" So give it up! Anyway's... Jay Leno is coming on, so I gotta bounce up outta this peezy! PEACE!

Refer to Kellen's blog on Wednesday, April 21, 2004.
http://swiss916.blogspot.com/2004_04_01_swiss916_archive.html

Jhonnie's Boys finally suffered their first loss. We're now 4-1, but still in 1st (although tied). It was a game that we should have won, but we handed it to them. Started off strong, but progressively got worse throughout the game. I think a little fielding rearrangement can get us back on top.

Today was long. Tomorrow will be long. The rest of the week will be long. Dammit!

Man my life is chaotic right now. It doesn't really seem like it, but when I sit back and think about it, I'm like "Fuck!" I'm against the ropes. I love how everyone whines (including myself) on their blogs, or live journals, or whatever you wanna call it. Who friggin cares?! Really? Oh well, whine away... and go!

Am I not a good friend? Am I a horrible person? I know that I may have some flaws, but who doesn't? Am I not the type of person you want in your life? Or do you want a friend that's more like yourself? Selfish. Inconsiderate. Cruel. Let me ask you this... when did I not call you? When did I not ask how your day was. When was i not more conscerned with your feelings, as opposed to mine? Lemme answer that for ya... I always called. I always asked how your day was. I was ALWAYS more conscerned with your feelings. Now ask those same questions, but about yourself. I have the answers for those too... you NEVER called. You NEVER asked how my day was. YOU WERE NEVER MORE CONSCERNED WITH MY FEELINGS. So next time don't tell me that you're here for me, when you know damn well that you're not, and never have been! Don't say shit to try and make me feel better. Your words are empty and meaningless. I can see right through you, so why throw me BS?
(This is directed only towards one person, and you know who you are)

Now that I've got my bitching and whining out of the way... Today wasn't too bad. Had Softball practice. Chilled for a bit. Went bowling with some friends, and new peeps. Now here I am. Gotta get up at 7 in the morning to start painting the house. Why am I still awake?!

Well, since I didn't get to kick it with Kel on his birthday... Nick and myself decided to take it upon ourselves to celebrate it for him... so we got a little tipsy... OK, we got pretty wasted. Kel was in our thoughts though! Anyways... It's Game 1 Lakers vs. Spurs, game is tied in the 4th, so I'm outtie.

Happy 20th Birthday to my brotha Kel. One more year dogg, then you'll be doing some SERIOUS partying... but you'll have to wait on me, haha. Well, It's 1:11 in the frikin morning, so I'm going to bed. LATE!